Kombanwa.

Hello hello...

So today was the start of Operation: KO!! lolz.

Totally did a power rangers pose right there. But yes, today was the official start of KO project. Like i've said before i'm working hard to become the type of person I wish to be, which means changing a lot of things. Today was the official start of this. I went to the gym and spent a while there doing all sorts of what can only be described a torturious activities-- lolz. Na, it hurt a little (will probably hurt more tomorrow) but i'm glad I did it. I've watched what I've been eating and have worked in exercises through the day just in random things. I just did who knows how many situps with a weight on my chest while waiting on my PSD file to be uploaded into my school dropbox.

Working hard! Its strange but the group Super Junior is actually a big motivator for me, lolz. Probably because I see these boys all close to my age living the type of life I wish I could because they worked hard and knew what they wanted from a young age, so thats a big source of inspiration.

I also want to work on my personality some...Lolz. I think I mean well and then I say something that seems very harsh, lmfao, and I don't mean to do that. I guess to fix yourself you have to know yourself, and i'm only human so my flaws are endless...

Lets see. I want to be a more gentle person, in terms of dealing with other people. I am sarcastic and a bit of a sadist by nature, but I think I need to balance this with expressing how much I love these people around me more. Its okay to feel that way and know I love a person, but I want those people to know it without a doubt as well.

I want to be a better dancer,which is something that can only be done through working hard at it, so thats obvious. Same with japanese. I want to one day be able to speak Japanese, Korean, and Russian, lolz. Cherokee as well, if I'm able. I have many goals, but none of them are impossible. I would love to be a model as well *___* Lolz. Sounds so arrogant and random but ah,...it'd be nice, no?